Today, after the morning prayers , the preacher asked my about my family , I was quick change the topic to evade the question . Still finding it hard to come to terms with the losses over the recent years .
After listening to the friday sermon today , I thought about a whole lot of things that had gone by in the past , Closing my eyes I took stroll from the last few years to now , Sat there , thinking and contemplating , reflecting about life , the road its been on and the road its taking Was nice to sit quietly for sometime and meditate on all things and feelings around . As I sat there , the preacher who had talked to me in the morning came up and soon we were in a conversation . From him I came to know about his family , and in the most short and very few words , I could see where he was coming from and how he has been battling his losses . I felt kinda embarrassed about the way I evaded his question earlier and how awkward that might have been for him . I continued to contemplate about the world around me .and .I realized
All that’s happened , whether I have a say in it or not
—has happened !
Thank you for all those who stood by me and thank you for all those who have not
—this helps me to differentiate who my real well wishers are .
Thank you for all those experiences that I have had – both good and bad
—it only helped me to find out more about me, my wrongs and my rights
—and how strong I am , how strong I need to be
I realized that there is better world out there , away from the all the negativity and sarcasm
— I just need to built it from my end and the rest will follow .
The sun always rises, whether is it among the clouds or behind a glass window pane
—I just need to open my eyes to see it .
For all the things that might have gone wrong in the past
—there is still hope for the future
Thank you for everything .